By Jennifer

Many people lately have contacted me in regard to forgiving my brother. I laugh only because people have a tendency to only think of things from one perspective, people who have never met me but think they know me from a psychic impression, people who like to create invisible fear that doesn't exist. If there is nothing tangible to create the fear they create aliens or psychic attacks asking me to stop.

This is very funny to me. Always has been funny to me.

I live by a code of conduct. With me, you never curse family or lovers. In fact since leaving Aaron's camp I don't believe in cursing anyone; I actually don't feel like it. The time for that is over.

Hatred is a waste of time. Anger is a waste of energy. I have never seen any good come of it.

To all those who feel I need to forgive my brother: You need to understand how I see things. What is there to forgive? He is loved and welcomed back to this family anytime he likes. We don't hate him we are over being angry and we are concerned about him.

We are a family you can not separate and think for a second that bond goes away just because of silliness. In time things heal and you never stop loving your family.

Aaron is a strange genius. He reached a place no one ever has because of his abilities, and he lost his mind. It happens and he is not the first one in his field to experience the danger of this. Its been seen before. Nothing new. The problem is that he started abusing loved ones and they had to be removed for their safety. Whatever happened after that the accusation of molesting, all the name calling, the cursing and what not, were all part of the instability of his mind.

We as his family understand this and don't hold it against him. We were worried about him and loved him the whole time. There is nothing to forgive. We want him back in our lives but he needs to show us he has come back (mentally to a point where) he is not destructive to the people around him anymore. I tried to help him, bring him back, help him to remember. You need to understand that he placed with me mechanisms in case this happened; to bring him back.

The problem was possession of the people who were (and remain) around him. It was amazing and bizarre. They prevented me at all cost from coming near him, they escalated their abuse and it all started to spin out of control. I was going to fly there but I was told I was going to be shot if I did that. Possessed people with guns. I love myself more then that. Nope! I'll pass.

Again I had a responsibility,  I had innocent loved ones there, and they needed to be taken away from that situation since I was not allowed near him. I sent two people there as a last ditch effort to try to steer him back and wake up. Their only assignment was to dial the phone and place it to his ear. The second they got there and got caught up in what was going on they forgot, and became possessed, claiming after that I was evil and basically disowned me. They never gave him the phone.

Its amazing to me.

My brother has no idea how much I was watching out for him but I was left powerless. None of you understand my brother the way I do and cannot understand this had to happen. It was the only way to bring him back (to reality). If I was allowed to speak with him even for a moment all of this might have been prevented.. Its like people just become stupid and forgetful when they enter his space. Bizarre. I love my brother more then anyone and even now am pretty loyal to the guy.

I'm not angry anymore. I'm not hurt. All the things said are water under the bridge and life moves on. I wish him well. I wish somehow to resolve this one day. Forgiveness... Ha! No need when unconditional love is involved.

So again some clarity and insight on the situation.

-Jen

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